Sunday, March 18, 2007
Accidental Love Became Lost Love
-ChaowS- 9:36 AM
My longest post I've posted. I don't know the purpose. Its nothing special but please, do read on. Its only about why I can't forget Aaz, since the day I met her till now. This is how it all started.
I was at an escalator in school on my first day @ ITE. A girl pulled my shirt from behind and asked what course I was in.*dang! she was cute!* I told her that I'm in logistic. She said that she was, too. She then said, 'Good! lets go to the auditorium together!'*of course, i said yes!* When outside the auditorium, I wanted to know her name so I offered to find her name from 5 long lists of classes. I'm in LC and she is LB.*haish* We entered auditorium and got separated there.
The next few weeks, I saw her in school. Her self-assurance told me that she could have had a boyfriend then, so I didn't get to know her better. But, we exchanged smiles when we saw each other along the corridor. One day in a lecture hall with few other classes, she messaged me. I asked her the source of where she got my number. My friend is her classmate, he gave her my number. For 2 weeks, we talked on the phone. She was single. We then started hanging out before being an official couple.
During that time, she loved me more than a diamond. She cared for me more than I care for myself. She pampered me more than pampering a baby. She was my heaven then.
For 2 months++, I was happy with my life and its surroundings, until the day my ego got the better of me.*010906* Without fights, misunderstandings and quarrels, we got separated.*where did it go wrong?* 230 days have past, and I'm still regretting on what I had done. Maybe, it's because, she used to tell me that I was the reason she dare to love again and that she's the reason I liked going to school. But now, she is happily attached with Epol and as much as I hate it, I'm happy for her too. I'll be waiting until the day I am able to pinch her cute face again. Btw Aaz, you can still rely on me on becoming your listening ears.
Chaows!
