Im going to school again in a few hrs time! Yahoo!!! Finally, I can be in school. Holidays were boring. New modules this year. Hope to pay more attention in school for my second year. No more GPA of 1.5 by end of year 2. Good luck to me K? Off to bed school starts at 10. Chaows!

-ChaowS- 9:37 AM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Went out again just now. Its more like a tour, around the city. First was Suntec. Met Hariz, P.B and Muqsit there. We proceeded to Marina Sq to window-shop and eat, I can't wait for payday. There's lot to buy there. When we reached Esplanade, it was drizzling. It was like a 'ghost-town' there. We just continue walking to Boat Quay, Clarke Quay and finally, Plaza Singapura. Ate and joke around, mainly about people surrounding us. So, this goes to show my boredom during the holidays. I just cant stay at home. Nytes ppl.

Chaows!

-ChaowS- 11:06 AM

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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Worked at 1000hrs just now. It was boring as usual. The lunch crowd getting smaller by the day. And this is my last week working during lunch period. School starting soon, so be working from 5 pm onwards on weekdays. Sian!!!

After work, went to Vivo City with Hariz and Muhsin. The only reason was to chill. We were laughing like super alot, my cheek hurts. I saw Sentosa's night life from Vivo's Skypark, it was so lively. Wished I could be there. I wanna go but no one to bring along. Haish! It was a beautiful scene. Withs colourful cablecars and green-eyed merlion.

Well, I miss Irah! She owe me lunch and Yus, you owe me dinner at Simpang Bedok!

Chaows!

-ChaowS- 1:34 PM

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

The days of my life keeps coming in an unfairly trend. Sick health, friend lost, cash depleting, bad result, handphone malfunctioning, betrayal, work sucks, and boring holidays. In simple term, March wasn't my month. now, I really shouldn't have taken for granted of what I used to have.

However, i'm making changes. I wouldnt want to see my life in this way. Luckily to my family, my crewmates, classmates and my soon-to-be new house, I'm looking forward for tomorrow, and I know there's gonna be happiness in this unstability. Well, now. I'm off to catch a late night movie.

Guess by blogging, chatting and watching movies, I can at least subside my anxiety by a bit.

Chaows!

Who am I suppose to be?
Where am I heading?
Why am I feeling lost?
What is my motive in life?
When am I going to be happy?
How does it all end?

Once again, my goodbyes to my best lady friend! I'm really gonna miss her!

-ChaowS- 8:28 AM

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Friday, April 06, 2007

I've read a particular blog, its seemed to mean about me. Well, if it is, here's an explaination 4 U. If not...

Since 2nd May 2006, 11 months of friendship with U. 'Forever', we promised, thru thick & thin, we'll face it together. To U, our friendship MAY BE beyond repair. But to me, its just two friends being too busy to keep in contact.

I still keep those pictures of us in my thumbdrive, but I dont dare to open it up. Cause it will only remind me of a great friend I used to have. However, they still are my sweetest memories and one day, I will look back on the times we had. And I'm still glad U kept our pictures too.

No friendship can stand by too many lies, therefore I'm being truthful here. As much as I hate to lose U, I am also sick of getting hurt. Seriously, it still does hurt thinking of U and the promises U gave.

I do admit, I am trying to avoid you, by being mean and leaving U all alone. And I dont think your guy would like it if I keep in contact with U. I'm totally sorry for doing so. But, it seems that U are happy without me to share anything with U. So, keep it up.

Until the day either one returns, I'm sorry to say my goodbyes. Have lotsa fun. I know I still owe U a trip to Sentosa, another day k? Do nudge me on msn if U want cause U are still my best lady friend.

CHAOWS! boncet!

-ChaowS- 9:16 AM

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

Today is the 4th of April, result out and miraculously, I passed. Even my dreadful MTP, I scored E.*better than F right?* GPA 1.516. Well, I just cannot wait to go to school. Miss my classmates. I'm going to be in 2nd year already. I just wished the same thing will happen again while I'm on my way up the escalator.*dream on* Nevertheless, wish it wasn't holiday now. I'm getting bored by the day.

[P.S.] oi, tagboard aku bkn untuk kutuk orang siak. biarlah dia pandang motor. mata dier pe. aku tak suprise dan tak kisah ar kalau dia jatuh motor patah kaki. buat bodoh je. jgn semakkan aku nye tagboard. Chaows!

-ChaowS- 7:29 AM

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Sunday, April 01, 2007

2 'K.O'!

Well, Anugerah's auditions over for the crew-brothers from 'Karimbat', Apiz and Fadz. Not even one made it to the second round. he sang better than me.*haish* Both sang 'Butakah Cinta'-Spring. I guess singing isn't our thing. But nevertheless, I'm not going to stop singing in the bathroom. Hehe. Btw, thanks Nadh, Ain, Cherry(Mrs. Fadz) and Razel(Cherry's sis) for coming down to support us! And guess who I met at J.E.C just now? Hazel.*woohoo!* She was the one who noticed and said hi. How can I not notice her?*blur me* Well, thats not saddening for me. Its just a competition.

However, I'm sad because I feel as if I'm being betrayed, and its from someone whom I thought I could trust. She put me in trouble with her guy the last time. Now, she leaked my secrets on why I didnt go to work on Thursday. I really am disappointed in her. I never did trusted the other party before. He's just an acquaintance. Btw, I wonder, would this happened if I hadn't introduced her to him? Would they be talking behind my back? See how hypocrites people can be... Thats the reason I only trust my family and my brothers from my crew. So, 'DTAe-Dont Trust Anybody...else'

Chaows!!!

-ChaowS- 9:41 AM

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